Day befo going 4 end-year-trip

well,before i went 4 France-Spain trip,i feel like to post another blog of 2day...

well...i proudly to said that this is already my 3RD time going 2 Paris and 2ND time in this year....(1stime was during form 1 & 2nd time was during this year's CNY wif parents)
well...im really seriously looking 4ward to go 2 Paris Disneyland for the 3RD time...cz according to my bro it's now celebrating Christmas and Pairs-Disney's 15th anniversary....
*indeed wishing in front of Eiffel Tower can make urself back to that city...

i hope this time,the trip will explore more places in Paris instead of keep going 2 same few places like Eiffel Tower o just have sight-seeing the buildings from River Seine...
i really wanna have a chance to step into one of their musuem like Louvre Musuem....
anyway...what i more looking 4ward is Spain....which i never visit before...

well,even it only left 1 day before heading to the airport,my luggage still so empty...jz cant think what should i put inside it....
anyway...im going catch lotz of pic from this trip and put into here...
so,u have my words on it...

take care there,mina-san....

adiozZzZz....(*be back by 26th of Dec)

the 3rd

well, d reason i got up wif tis title is dat today is d
3rd day since i came bac 2 Penang 4 a month holiday..
3rd week since AS exam has over...

well,since it already been weeks that i didn' update my blog,well i'm going 2 summarize what had been around...

erm...let me c....

20/11/07
after the final paper,went to RedBox for the 1stime wif Geoffrey,HueWen,Daniel,HuiKun,JiaXin,Eugene,JuLong n Kiattilin..
as a conclusion of that... RedBox isn't a place where i prefer to hang up @.....
then,went 2 join Florence,ShiWen n SookHwa to eat Sushi Zanmai 4 dinner...

21/11/07
Day after exam,we bac 2 college 4 typical clazz lessons...
well,it's has been months that we r having a fixed class since 2nd semester...
study in c16=study in a box container
the air was unable to flow properly throughout the room...causing the odour smell keep trapping inside the box of C16...
somemore my class is not a small class comparing to others...having 31students(max.) sitting inside d class for few str8 hours...
it SXUKs lotz...

Fine,stop complaining abt the college ad ....

However,bac 2 college 4 classes is much better than back to college 2 sit 4 exam...
instead of stretching my brain to answer the exam question, i just need to listen to teachers' lecture which is much more easier and relaxing...
But,since Benjo & Liang Zhi already partially or officially already school holidays after the exam, we didn't go 4 lunch togather since that...

So since that I hang up wif Geoffrey them 4 lunch & after-coll activity....
Well,i have to admit that mix wif people who speak Chinese is much easier for me...
cause my English scux lotz....XD...

27/11/07(Thursday)
i supposed to go 2 college to sit for maths test by 6.45am which is ridiculuos early...
but i only woke up by 7am after being called byJason who also going 2 sit 4 it...
so the test was postponed to later...
after the test,i have to rush back to pack up my bagpack and get to LCCT ASAP...
well,it has been more than 2 months that i didn't go back 2 my hometown...
So,im kinda looking 4ward of this trip back home since i book the flight ticket a month prior to the date...
was picked up by cousins & later sent back to my house....thx lotz...
well,the reason i went back to my hometown is to sit for the SAT exam...but yet i have enough to prepare for it

1/12/07 (Saturday)
hehe...i think SAT is the toughest paper i ever sit for in the sense of lacking of preparation and long exam duration which took more than 4.30 hours...
then later went 2 eat sushi wif Grandma n mom...it's quite nice and very big the portion...

3/12/07(Monday)
Early of the day,my grandma had to fetch me to airport to catch the flight ad...
Well,i mis-memorise the departure time which supposedly earlier than i thought...
Luckily befo dat my grandma asked me to go 2 airport earlier than i planned..so still able to catch up with the flight @last...
THX LOTxXxXx,grandma...

4/12/07 (Tuesday)
Oh yeah....2day my 1stime going 4 ice-skating since i came to Subang...
well,it's kinda embarrased since Geoffrey,Daniel & Changlu able 2 skate so properly..hehe....
So...i decided to learn to skate well (*at least just skate around the ice-court well) from within 4 hours time from 4-8pm...
hehe...as an amateur,after falling wif differ 'pose' for uncountable times, i still unable to crack the way how to skate properly.....haiz....
But @ least,it was damn enjoyable even i suffered from muscle pain for the following days..hehe
Then,@ nitezzz...we dine @ BBQ plaza...it's aso my 1st try @ there...
(plan-goer:Geoffrey,Daniel,Changlu,HueWen,HuiKun n me)
*sry,Brendon n JY that i send aeroplane to u guys....
i swear i will go 2 makan Bat Kut Teh when i get back to SJ next year...XD...

Then following days were nothing except busy with class exam and Uni appication stuff which seemed to be hopeless...& also last-minute packing back to hometown...
now....i only realised that i din't move all stuff from the unit like my shoes and food in fridge...swt,rite....

kk....gotcha stop right here....

currently listen to:Promise U by Anyband (recommend by ShiWen)

sudden....

woke up @ 11am like dat....
by d tyme i woke up,i heard a bitchy lady came in to my hostel to find some excuses to blame n scold us...
let's me introduce this bitch:
1st,she can't speak properly with her amylase-contained saliva keep splitting out from her mouth...(wondering how many plants died cz of her saliva)
2nd,her way to introduce her personality is by scolding u when u 1st meet her...(wondering is she married?)
3rd,she's a staff of Customer Service Centre...who previously working @ marketing department until last June.....(wondering how long can she works @ this department also)...
4th,well laze to describe her bitchy look,but generally,she dun wear spect,wif few rows of hoops around her tummy....

Bac to the story...
well,she did find 1 excuse which she can 'elaborate' like China Great Wall to scold us....
she found dat got a gurl was in my hostel....but wasn't doing anythg besides jz studying wif Brandon (cause i was still zZz by the time my frenz came)....
Then,the BITCH keep asking her Qs like:
1)what are u doing here?
OF COURSE,the answer is studying la,bitch.....abo then having sex while opening books n wif all windows open meh......
2)are u staying here?
SOHAI,this is guy's unit la....she surely not staying here la...
3)do u know that gurls are not allowed to go into guy's unit?
BITCH,even we know,who care.....we are the 1 who pay u ur salary...
AND,if gurls are not allowed to come into guy's unit,aren't u an old gurl who should not come in aso?
PLUS,she is not thief o physco killer like U!!!
And so on........

then,she asked 4 our student ID cards,so she can giv us warning letter....
so,we jz gave her our ID cards n she trying to scare us by sending tis warning letter to CAL office too.....
FCUK U la....who scare about such stuff wo....not everyone is like u being so ridiculous....
then....when she keep scolding us,Brandon jz shot her bac until she got pissed off since none of us is on her side....

***Taylor's should ensure all their staffs especially in service department have been trained in Taylor's Hospitality & Tourism befo letting them come out to chase ppl away from them...

then after eating lunch @ Coffee Cabbana,me,Brandon n JY went to see new place to stay since we can't stand wif that bitch...
then,decided to go to the accomodation above the shophouses which we been there on yesterday....
from outside of it,its looks is jz a typical houses...
never thought the single room is bigger than my sharing room....
somemore,the price is much more cheaper than in MyPlace...
so,3 of us decided to move into there next year....
after calling our parents about what we found and hving their permission,we str8 gave deposit,worried that got other ppl will take the rooms already...
well,it's so sudden cause @ 1st,only JY who have to find new place 2 stay...
then,i decided to follow him since i planned to stay in single room for the preparation of the final exam next year...
by 2day,after the bitch came by this morning,Brandon also decided to move out togather wif us since none of us is going 2 stay in the MyPlace already...
somemore,we decided to cancel our renewed tenancy on d same time and no1 xpect us will move out by next year also....
xpecially Florence who planned to move out prior to this but remain @ last....lolx....

after this,i have to deal with my own problem...
yesterday,taylor's been called me that due to their computerising problem,they can only informed me that in fact i din pay July-Sept's hostel's fee....which cost more than 1.2K....
wat's the worse things is that,they asked me to settle within this week which 2day is d last day since they din work on weekend....WTF......!!!!!
I have to inform my parents to send me so much $$$ by 2day....
then,gotcha 2 here n there around the SS15 to withdraw money....
after paying 2 Account Department,I went to ICT department to inform them that i cant access into my portal,so they changed my password...then when i get bac 2 my hostel,i still cant log in with my new password...SOHAI 1.....!!!!!

@ nitez....went to eat mamak again wif Florence,SookHwa n Brandon...
then,came bac 2 hostel n playing DOTA which i still very bad on it wif JY n Brandon until now got mood to blog....


so,anywei....gotcha 2 hibernate ad.....so ...ADIOzZzZzZzZz....

Wednesday n Thursday

W3dNesday
Day befo the worst paper,Physics im going 2 sit for...
...i never study anything for this paper within the week...
keep playing and honey-mooning..

so,after eating lunch,spend 15 bucks to buy d past year paper n str8 come back to study...
even, so stress abt this paper,duno wat the stupid Q they asked in the past year,still keep playing cards with house8.......

by the time already reach 12am,i still cant finish my past year...fuck....
then have to str8 refer to JY's past year ad...
but i did expect such things will happen ad...


ThusrDay
anyway,come to the next morning,have to force myself woke up @ 7am...
final revising befo exam,then ready to set to college wif others...
went into 2 exam hall,baru notice i din bring CALCULATOR...wtf....
4 all the previous exams i brought 2 calculator into hall,now WITHOUT!!!!!
somemore this time have to sit SO front of the exam hall.....
luckily @ last,Ee Jinn borrow me one of her frenz calculator....
then,when the exam start,fuck....i was so blurr about the Q they asked as usual..
i even cant write out any definition they asked....omg.....
somemore,i jz hentam every values available on the Q into the formula....
dat hour is the worst hour i ever have within the exam month....have to rush with times to finish up all the questions...
guess,it will b hard 2 even get a B 4 Physics ad....

so as the conclusion,never only going to study day befo exam even already study few times befo...

TuEsd@y

after waking up @ abt 11.30am....wait 4 Candice n ZiLing 2 come bac from their hometown ten set to Uncle Seng to hv our lunch....

erm....think Uncle Seng's wantan mee is the best wantan meei eva ate befo....

been to there twice within this 4 days...

then,thought planning 2 start my Physics study which going to have exam on Thursday..

but did nothing xcept keep playing with my laptop and sleeping...

so this went on for the whole evening...

then @ nite,went out 2 eat dine with Jason @ somewhere near his hostel sinc i already so jelak with food around MY PLACE...

but the tomyam seafood + fruit juice costs more than 12 bucks...wtf...

thought can save some $$$ after spending so lotz on Monday...

by the time i came bac,all my house8 already finish their dine aso...

so while they start studying,i start doing ntg but jz listening on i-Pod....

then,i went to catch back my Korean drama series, 'Palace' after watching finish the GTO japanese drama series.....

in fact,neither language do i understand so have to depend on the subtitle...hehe...

then come up that ZiLing got bring back 'Silent Hill' from her hometown...

so surely,we all going 2 watch....hehe...

but who know that d sound volume was so soft,even we already set the max. volume of the laptop.....

mayb it's due to the movie title SILENT...

so we decided to change movie to Saw3....

so it made a day without studying anythg again....haiz....

M0ND@Y

went 2 1U 4 chilling after so long tyme din go dere...
den,str8 going 2 buy Ball of Fury's ticket...



it's jz a quite childlish movie....but still quite funny....
most of d actors n actresses r Chinese n Maggie Q in d movie is so damn quite hot....
however,d main actor jz not appealing @ all....

well,me,Brendon n JY went into d cinema hall by 2.10pm @ which d ticket state d movie will start @ tis time....
but when we got in,d never-ending commercial ad. already took about 15min...
then d movie baru start.....

then after movie'ing,we moved 2 Nokia shop 2 wait Brendon repair his hp,then went 4 window shopping 4 d next 2 hours until i found d Nike bag i want....

supposedly,it duneed 2 take long time since i already decide to buy it long time ago,but it took us about 30min 2 buy that all becauze we hv 2 wait the staff to serve us,to find new stock n promote their discount promotion...
so anyway,glad i finally found it n bought it......@ least won't go bac wif empty hand...

then,ltr went 2 eat dinner @ SushiGroove,it's quite nice their set dishes,somemore not so xpensive aso....hehe....
then when coming back from 1U,JY past his 'Saw III' movie 2 me...
it indeeds damn horror since d beginning of it...so din watch it finish yesterday...think will watch it by 2day la...lolx....
gotcha 2 zZz ad....


ADIOZ....

isit insomia?

these days during AS exam season,most of d nite i cant zZz more than 5 hour in a row...

it's either wake up n then zZz bac again o jz din zZz bac after waking up...

isit cz of dat i zZz 2 much during afternoon , causing my zZz tyme upside down ad...

isit cz of dat im just 2 nervous abt d exam...

erm....well,somedays indeed d 2nd reason because me cant zZz well @ nite cz hv 2 think whether i will 4got abt wat hv i studied o already zZz over....nightmare of exam aso kip lining on my dream show....wtf.....

but still most of d days are due to the first reason....so i have decided not 2 take nap longer than 1 hour...

but guess it wont work....lolxxxxx....

well,yesterday just watched Star Wars III & stardust....

since i found out my blog is just so dull without any pic ,so here u are....poster of Star Wars III and Stardust.....

tis is my 1stime watching Star Wars 3 after so long it had off from screen...

erm...it's just so dissapointing from wat i xpected from d last epiode of Star Wars series...

BUT,if comparing Stardust which i watched after Star WarsIII 2 THE SEEKER....

it's much better from storylines,acting n scene....

even both are fantasy story abt a guy adventure,Stardust stands out much more than THE S'ic'KER.........
TheSeeker is just so time-wasting n duno what the director trying to present in the movie...

so,anyway...Stardust is worth 2 watch....

well,gotha 2 zZz again ad...since jz now woke up so early...

hehe...chao.....

bac 2 d blog..

been away damn long tyme ad...hehe...im bac now...
so as promise 2 Hue Wen....hv 2 update my blog once i get 'free'....

well,nowadays damn bored....
d stupid AS exam takes so long time n got so many non-exam days within it....cant do anythg else besides studying,eating,playing card n of course zZz.....
wat else 2 do wor.....nobody asking me out aso...>.<....hehe

but luckily besides these activities,my laptop n i-pod kip my days cheerful aso la...
still got 2 weeks 2 go n yet only left 3 major papers 2 go....really cant wait bac 2 Penang 2 eat lotx....n aso my mom-cook....
talking abt eating,it lets me wondering wat will i miss d most of d food in KL....
Pan Mee,Ramli Burger,Bat Kut Teh o Yong Ta Fuh.....
however ntg seems 2 b more attractive 2 me rather than Mamak Stall...
since been here,it's like a routine of going 2 mamak stall either 4 a breakfast,dine o supper..
nvr a week i miss 2 go 2 mamak stall....
n 4 more,it's my 1stime eva heard of Puri,Nun n dal...(if my spelling is correct)
never eva c any1 order such things in mamak stall besides typical roti canai in my hometown...
mayb i jz seldom went when i was in Penang.....
wat is a weirdo is dat,neva do i went 2 mamak stall 2 order d mamak rice aso....hehe....

but anywei...even overall d food in KL sxuk,but still got some food dat make KL special like mamak stall ......lolx.......

kk...gotcha 2 go ad....chao....

p/s:will post new post ASAP la.....hehe

moodle$$ n moody 2 study

i was figuring out y all my latest blog stories began from mid9 to another day's mid9/morning...

instead of a day to a day...

mayb cz my lifestyle become upside down again....

wondering y i jz cant b like my other housemates who zZz @ nite n woke up in d morning...

i think my lifestyle is getting worse since be @ KL...but nvr notice until last few months....





fine anywei...dun bother abt dat so much now....



chat wif Benjo n King abt X @ mid9 from 3++am...

though it wasn't so long....but it help me 2 xpress my feeling...

glad dey willing 2 b so kepo n sampat abt my story....lolx...

both of u RAWKS enuf.....

after dey went 2 zZz,duno how i spend my tyme until 6am...

by d tyme,LiZher(my genuise house8) ad done his morning bath n ready 2 go bac 2 his hometown,Alor Setar while im still sitting in front of my laptop @ dining room....

went 2 zZz @ 6.30am after waking up Hunter,my room8(cool rite his name)...

reason 4 him 2 wake up early is 2.......PLAYING HIS MAPLE STORY...





den,4got watime i woke up ad...but sure it's after typical lunch time...

anyway...gdnitezzzz...

yesterdei...

well...tis is supposed 2 b posted yesterdei....anywei...here is.....

Cant zZz cz somethg kip crossing my mind....
so since my roomate gonna 2 zZz ad,i jz moved out 2 sofa on living room....
datime i still kip msg Eunice who aso sit 4 AS exam like me...
so kip on msg's each other until she fall zZz @ around 1.45am...
it's like nearly a month since we msg each other...
Hearing on d music from my i-pod, i jz stared on d ceiling jz hope i can fall zZz soon after....
it's 2am...
yet.....2 hours later,still i was still so fresh my mind....
then decide 2 watch some show from Utube...finally gotcha...
new anime series--'school days'....
then 1st thout not going 2 zZz ad,but since 2molo hv 2 go 2 coll damn early n bac @ 3pm..
so pack my stuff n bac 2 my room 2 zZz...

morning as usual,Brendon woke me up n den go2 coll @ 8am....
Bio clazz was kinda boring cz jz do some past year Qs,sumore Benjo gang din show up at d clazz..everytime dey din come 2 coll,my day in coll will b so sienzz
wat worse is dat i din put i-pod in my bag!!!kinda sxuk since im sitting alone n not mood in chatting....n hv 2 do exercise

den,d worst clazz continue after Bio....MATHzZzZzZz.........
even Mr. Lai hv no idea wat 2 teach us so idiot like me who wanna attendance jz trapped in blue-wall room 4 an hour more....wtf...
He's jz sitting on d clazz,waiting others 2 ask him Qs since i din do his work 4 few months ad.... lolx
So,i decide 2 pull out my Physics book n get 2 Geoffrey n Daniel's table n disturb n chat rubbish wif dem...
i jz kip countdowning d clazz can over soon...
so...1 more hour went pass n learn ntg from him...

den,during breaktime,i decide 2 follow dem(Geoffrey,Daniel,Hue Wen,Changlu,Mac n Cheong) 2 new ECA(Xtra curicular activity)office....
spend 1st 20min 2 play pingpong dere....then other 1.15min playing endless-UNO game...
d reason it took so long time is dat me n Hue Wen kip pakat not 2 let others win...muahaha...
yet i still finish my game befo her!!! wakaka
time come when hv 2 decide WHERE 2 EAT.......it's 11.35am
supposedly we left less than 30min befo d next clazz begin,but we planned 2 go 2 Physics clazz only @ d 2nd period...
after suggesting here n dere around coll,we jz go 2 d nearest Little Taiwan 2 makan...
jz order a bowl of ramen set n play d childlish game(plane chess) wif Hue Wen,Geo n Mac...
jz like Uno game....me n Hue Wen kip pakat not 2 let Geo n Mac 2 win n not 2 kick away each other's chess piece...
Still,Mac finish 1st,followed by me,Hue Wen n Geoffrey...
by d time we finish d game n makan habis our lunch,it ad almost pass half of d physics 2nd period...so as conclusion,since we ad 'miss' our departure bac 2 clazz @ 1pm,none of us go 4 Physics...
den,come 2 d Chemistry @ 2pm,only me,Hue Wen n Changlu decide bac 2 clazz...
after Chemistry clazz dismiss,bac 2 hostel n str8 zZz since i zZz only less than 3 hour last nite...

by d time i woke up,it ad close 2 8pm,thought some1 will wake me up @ 6++pm as usual....lolx
then decide 2 join JY n his gf,Candice 2 go out 2 makan....
again....WHERE 2 EAT!!!!!
point 2 all direction n @ last we jz go 2 makan @ Mc'D...
4got again dat de Ramadhan buffet of Mc'D only end @ 8.30pm...we waited outside 4 20min....
den....from nowhere,LiZher's brother(i duno his name aso) appear behind us....
well,it's not suprise dat he comes alone since his housemate nvr ask him out makan 2gather as usual...
n after order my Fish-foldover,4 of us sit 2gather...
it's so annoying 2 listen n understand wat LiZher's brother talk cz his topic alwaz not my interest....
luckily,he leave once he finish his food....

fine,after finish dine,on d way bac 2 Myplace apartment again,we stop @ Asia Cafe 2 watch our Malaysian can-o-nout,sitting in d rocket flying 2 ISS...
well,since ntg big deal like xplosion happen,we bac 2 hostel....
chatting n msg'g wif Benjo,King n Eunice...n den nitez past....
now ad 5am....n still awake jz wait 4 morning arrive.....
so....dat's it....chao

p/s: thx guyz abt X stuff.....

getawei

after playing DOTA wif Brendon n ZiLing,it's kinda bored n totally no mood 4 us 2 studi
xpecially when my mind wont set down on study..
well,it's abt 6pm when we doing ntg jz scrolling up n down d website,flip through few news.....


then,Brendon said he's starving n i didnt feel hungry until he spoke out....
surely Asia Cafe will nvr b our dine place....
so suddenly ZiLing suggested y dun we go 2 Sunway since Brendon nid 2 buy some stuff n new wings open ad....
1st thought of mind is dat, 'r u serious?'
well practically,we jz done our 1st paper of d final n yet more 2 come....
n she top d rank of A-lvl result.....yet she suggested we going out 2 relax?
but,Brendon n I said ya within 5 seconds.....
den,we get ready within 2 minutes.....
catching cab within 3 minutes(including walking out from our hostel compound)....
n reaching Sunway within 10 minutes(including evening traffic jam & buka puasa time)
c,15 minutes befo dat,i was still scourching on my chair n flipping through news,chatting wif King n stressing abt X....


now....i was @ Sunway.....
part of me jz wanna 2 hv a mind-break from d X guy...
anywei....it doesnt work thou....
when we r trying 2 search 4 Kenny Rodgers 2 makan,im leading d group,yet my mind cant concentrate on finding d restaurant n kip distracted by X....wat!!!!
until Brendon decide 2 ask some1....
well,we did ask a salesman where is Kenny Rodgers...
he was like nvr heard tis restaurant.....blurring @ us like duno wat r we talking abt..
den, i jz said restaurant tat got sell chicken 1....only dat he know wat r we talking abt....gosh.....
wonder,is him Malaysian o jz a foreigners......

den,here u r Kenny Rodgers,when we r looking @ d menu @ entrance,d guy jz said now 'Buka Puasa' n no more empty seat 4 us....
so,i asked him how long dere will hv seat 4 3 of us...
he jz simply replied 'now is Buka Puasa!!!' with d tone trying d chasing us away....wtf....
is he trying 2 said dat non-Muslim r not allow 2 eat @ dat restaurant @ datime....
fine....so we set down 2 makan @ Manhattan's Fish Market....
i ordered baked Pacific Dorec,ZiLing ordered typical fish n chips n i 4got wat Brendon order was...
anywei...d environment is mch more better than d entrance of Kenny Rodgers...
d Hari Raya song was so nice n even it's aso veli crowded,d waitress still better than Kenny Rodgers 1....
n recently i found out some malay songs r really nice...but most r still sxuk...

so after dining,we went 2 buy stuff n hv a look @ d new wing of Sunway....
overall,it's not bad,but still Not so good...so i rate it 8/10....
1st,d design of d floor marble somehow seems 2 b outdated ad.....
2nd,some brands like hv'g 2 branches in d mall,its kinda weird cz everythg dey sells r d same....
anywei....it's still very nice 2 shop @ dere....

den bac 2 hostel @8.30pm n str8 zZzZz ad,try 2 woke up @ 10++pm after disturbed by JY n LiZher...
i 4got i had promised dem of having d 1st nite jogging wif dem...
so,woke up finally 11pm n follow them 2 jog....
after running 800m++ around my hostel,im kinda out of breath ad....
d air was not like how Florence said very polluted.....
instead it's very fresh n cold since got rain jz now....
feeling like WoW....dat's great cz so long din excersice ad since coming 2 AssJay...
n most important is,d jog make me 4get abt X even 4 a while until im typing tis post...
so,plan 2 having a jog if i cant make X out of my mind......lolx.....
hope it works!!!!

frustation not cz exam but a person

X- the person

I hv known X few years bac ....
we used 2 tuition, study n play 2gather......
it's jz so great of having frienz. like tat.....
yet cz of a thgs which caused by me...
we quarrelled @ each other....
@ last, not more left.....
not even jz be a normal frienz..........


ever since dat,i cry cz of X,try anythg 2 recover our friendship...
it's still FRUITLESS....
dun think i'm so gay of crying out cz of tat.....
think wat u gonna 2 do if u lose the best friendship u eva hv n u dun hv other close frienz....
mayb it's 2 late 4 it since it has been more than 3 years ad since we broke up our friendship....
mayb i should talk 2 X more spontanteously @ datime n NOT run away from X n seeking help from other's frenz...
i admit im kinda afraid of him cz everthg is caused by me.....
but i did really try out everythg i can
yet,X neva giv me a chance 2 say sry 2 him....even got....he jz listen without bother 2 rethink abt it....
sometime...when i try 2 get X bac even as my frienz,it jz become worse...
mayb 4 X,im jz an ordinary frenz....o mayb jz a bitch of X's life...
but 4 me,X is d best frienz eva in my life even it's ad d history....

after de friendship gone,i mix wif a group of frenz....
no matter how great n supportive r in my life,yet cant replace X in my soul....
mayb i shuld admit no1 can replace wif no1!!!


lately kip looking @ X's blog.....
sometimes more frequent than i view mine 1..... WTH....
N,i found X hv'g crush wif others....
wonder y my feeling jz so puzzle after i found it....
y i feel disappointed abt it....doesnt he jz ma x-frenz.....
shouldn't i jz glad for it....
making it worse....i kip thinking of it.....
from studying in hostel until hv'g exam in lab 2dei....
been wondering y my mind jz cant give me a chance 2 4get X.....
y he hv de ability 2 affect my life while im not even having past of dat ability...
y should i hv 2 kip distance from dat person while im still hope dere will b a chance 2 b wif dt person again!!!!


exam hv come n i still cant set my mind n jz concentrate on my studi but kip thinking of X jz so stresful enuf!!!
jz hope some1 will replace X.....soon......enough.......

great@!!!@

Thursdei...
wakeup @ 4.30PM....then been informed dat my cousins r coming...so hv 2 rush like a craze dude 2 rearrange my mess-up room n take 5-min shower...then packing my bag 2 stay over9 @ cousin's house..
after all arrive @ my house...we set 2 makan Thai food near Li Hwa primary dere.i was hving fun during eating even jz eat little cz dun hv appetite 2 eat...then suddenly my mom asked me whether wanna 2 get a earlier b'rthdei party wif my cousin(wel,even i want 2 hv a party but i jz reject my mom 'proposal')....after dine....i follow my cousin bac 2 island n play PS2 n wif him whole nite until his dad coming out from his room n ask him 2 zZz.....so tat's d whole dei...

Friedei...
d earliest day eva i woke up during tis week holidei---7.30am...cz im freaking starving so my cousin fetch me 2 makan curry mi early in d morning...we been dere twice...1stime when she came bac from US 4 d 1st week n tis time was her last week in P3nang befo bac 2 US again...so its kinda nostalgic...then we bac 2 her house n play Wii...quite nice cz d 1stime i played was when i was @ US,playing d demo game n tis time i can play until get bored...after hving lunch @ grandma place,my cousins 1 2 c how i drive...well,3 of them aso said i FAIL like my parents did....omfg....!!!fine,then i join my other cousins 2 pray n shopping until 6pm...having great fun along d trip...
after we taking shower,we went 2 haagen danzs 2 eat ais-cream...i wonder y all my big family coming n when i saw cake..then i realised...it was 4 ME!!!!well..tis reunion was also is d farewell 4 2 of my cousins going bac 2 US n Australia...since we will all apart,so we kip bla bla bla @ dere until nearly 11pm..tat's d end of d dei again...

SADurdei
waking up @ 12 n rush 2 Penang airport 2 giv a leave 2 my cousin who going bac 2 US n aso Siang Yen who going 2 studi @ Taiwan...then my cousin teach me how 2 drive since i fail 2 get permission from my dad yet...it's quite nice....then going bac home,i str8 zZz ad cz 2 t8...

wh3r3 is d 'SUN'dei
woke up by my maid n hv'g lunch then my mom pull me 2 B'worth's newly open Sunway mall jz 2 buy her Espirit shirt...all becz it's my b'dei month--got discount...then packing my bag n ready 2 take bus bac 2 Ass Jey...it's like neva-ending road trip...1st...d bus delay d departure time(from 4.15 to 5pm)...then half way d road...stop 4 45min cz buka puasa 4 our frienz...d supposedly 4-hour-trip became 6-hour-trip....WTH...luckily i went bac wif my frenz so it's not so bored..then after tat my frenz fetch my bac 2 Ass Jey from Pudu n hv dinewif him then bac safely 2 my hostel after 7 hour trip(including makan)...so tis all made a dei of my holiday again...

RU1NED!!!!

life bac 2 Province of Wellesli 4 holidei is ntg but jz fill wif lotz of failure and loneliness..
1st...i fail 2 get my driving permission from my dad...while it sucks lotz....thought i can pass after few time of driving but reality..it didnt seem so...i couldnt drive 2 Penang island,cant go out 2 find frenz...hv 2 stick @ home 4 whole dei...it somehow is worse than staying @ AssJey...
somemore...no frenz r willing 2 cum 2 mai house 2 fetch me out jz cz of my house is freaking far from theirs...i admit it dat it is far from town...but @ least im not staying @ moon,k...

then...d plan tat im going 2 study o @ least read some storibook is not going well 2...cz i zZz when sun rise n wake up only when sun nearly sink bac 2 other side of our planet...plus since damn long time i din touch tv...all tv shows were like so unfamiliar 2 me...kip flipping 1 channel 2 others 4 whole day...

then...1 more plan ruin aso...d plan of giving Siang Yen who gona 2 studi @ Taiwan on tis Sat a farewell dine on Wed...some frenz giv reaonable reason of unable 2 come,some jz giv a FUCKy reason n 1 more of my jz make a spaceship 2 us instead of plane...he's d one who gona 2 fetch SY n me @ last since he's d only 1 who can attend d dine and can drive...he said he will call bac when he going 2 fetch us...
so both of us jz wait 4 him calling bac 4 hour n like idiot waiting 4 shit coming...then we hv 2 make a conclusion dat he wont gif us a shit of call ad...apparently since both of us dun hv transport 2 d restaurant,SY jz call it over...she said she dun mind abt it while i know she was so disappointed abt it...

B@th o not???

This blog suppose 2 be post on yesterday,but duno wat's going on d my blog..so i post now....

well after buzy around wif my senior's verification n posting stuff in coll which suppose 2 done by days ago but due to some problem,i can only accomplish d mission by 2dei by paying 75bucks 4 d courier services...wat a pocket-burner!!!but,i will get bac d $$$ bac anyway from them...lolx


Fine,then joining Mesan, Chang Lu n Hue Wen 4 my 1st meal of d day @ 2++pm...then comes to the time of d moral exam which are only taken by all d immoral/moralness/unmoral ppl like me...4 god sack la..who set the compulasary LAN subject 4 all private college students rule 1!!!!sonnaofthebitch.... studying n private college doesn't mean we r not patriotic la...and aso if not becz d previous skool of mine scux like hell,im not coming 2 studi @ college la....wat make d worst is d things we learn in moral is more than PSYSHOlogy than moral...keep asking us how we identify d moral value and memorise all d dead-4-centuries's philosopher's words like Aris'TURTLE','FREAKER' approach and so on...by the time we identify d moral value,we ad placed in Tanjung Rambutan 4 mental treatment la...


after d day in coll,as usual i had appointment wif zZz...until comes to the time when Brendon ask me 2 hv dine wif him..


come bac from dine,i decide to take my shower after lame chat wif stupid Benjo...only found out d smell of d water coming out from d top shower like rustted steel...OMG....then gotcha 2 think whether 1 to suffer from the fact that my frenz stay miles away from me cz of my stinky body o in reality i was bathing in mud jz 2 get d nice smell by using up half bottle of my shampoo(mayb tat's the reason the soap-making company getting more and more in Malaysia). then,wat comes 2 my mind was tat i once read a way how 2 enjoy bath 4 an hour long from somebody blog..then i wonder y instead of pouring myself wif muddy water 4 hour,y not jz str8 jump into mud pond n swim inside there...it makes no different,right...


wonder wat d company so-called as SYABAS(Syarikat Bekalan Air Selangor) doing wif water...r they trying 2 congratulate us of having d muddy water o congratulate we r in a special country where no other countries can supply house wif the muddy water...anywei....4 my opinion..STOP HAVING CONTRACT WIF BUILDING CONTRACTOR JZ TO GET THE MUDDY WATER FROM THEIR CONSTRUCTION SITE!!!


as conclusion,i choose to take bath wif the mud and suffer 4 d another 10 min jz 2 get me fresh 2 studi...

My ears!!!!

since ever coming 2 KL...im getting addicted 2 hear 2 music @ de highest tune everyday n nite and wat worsen it is tat im using an amplifier earphone and not jz speaker...@ 1st...im keep neglecting the possibility tat my eardrum will damage cz of it n now i can feel my ear damn start giving alarm ad and de pain keep on whenever i stuck my earphone into my both sides o even jz chatting wif others in hp...
well i hv 2 admit tat NO MUSIC,NO LIFE....(tower records slogan). These few deyz,i tried 2 get awei from music and keep all my earphone n i-pod into places there hard 2 reach..yet..im still on my laptop n play d music @ d highest volume...n if i din play some music..then feeling of miserable surround me again...so...u can feel hows scuk isit rite, having bundle of playlist but cant enjoy it more...n u r far away from other ppl voice(means families) n tv shows...
Well,hearing 2 loud music is not d only reason cause my ear2 b so pain...since i was in skool band befo, i still addicted 2 d band marching formation especially Japan skool 1(damn wonderful their performance)...obviously, d marching band tends 2 blasts d most powerful sound they can and i neva decrease d volume and keep using my amplifier earphone 2 enjoy it...1 show will b like 8 min n i watch few times per day means around an hour then i watch everyday,so mean 7 hours minimum per week.now ad Aug...means im killing my eardrum 4 abt 224 hours jz in tis years...
So,hope any1 read my blog,dun tell me which new o good songs had released!!!!hopes my eardrum can be recovered soon after period of time...
mizz my i-pod damn lotz....

an xpected dei...

Ups 2 de early morning,i stil zZz on my floor instead of the bed...cz...i zZz soon after i read few pages of chem last nite...well...as usual i was awake by my alarm clock n hp..but still i kip on zZz until Brendon,my housemate waking me up few TIMES. until i cant tahan wif it ad...(but still wanna thx 2 him 4 forcing me 2 coll).
then,came 2 de coll already quite late n then found out lotz of ppl absent n somemore few wer later than me into the clazz...luckiily ms. chan din bother abt it n kip her lecture(awesome ms. chan)...well,de 1s two periods no bad...@ least can learn n revise somthg during de clazz...
next come 2 d third clazz...well as xpected...our lovely mr. subra came in later than all of us... fine... his clazz then start by saying few last week test Q's he gave wrong answer ad n these Qs we ad argue wif him on d last Friday saying our answer 1 de correct 1,NOT HIS 1!!! well as xpected from Indian...he likes to putar belit his word as he's correct even giving d wrng answer...cool man,sir...then after he spreading d Q sheets,me,Geoffrey,Daniel n Wei Liong start bla bla bla @ bac there...abt naruto,how my previous hik skool was like,n other lame stuff(which most started by me) then...time passedby very very fast...
after hv'g lunch wif Daniel gang, i decided skipping both mathz...obviously d reason is becz im hav'g de worst maths teacher ever(MR. LAI). paying 1700+++ per subject n get tis wonderful teacher jz make my life more miserable n alwaz get tortured by his voice n action when attnding his clazz...(GALS...BEWARE OF HIM....HE'S THE FUTURE MR. GEORGE!!!!)...
then after coming bac from coll,i suppose 2 studi somethg but who know i zZz again(i xpected tis gonna 2 happen aso)until Hee Kong calling from India 2 whether i get his cert from CAL office ad onot..then i rush bac 2 coll 2 check from him(i should thx him of waking me up 2 studi).
after hv my no-other-choice dinner n check 2molo's phy practical stuff from colln informing others, i jz lock myself in white wall room n becum nerds again...well...glad Brendon kip disturbing me so im not so sienz..chatting wif Benjoo n Liang Zhi make my life not so scuk...thx dude...tat's it...
duno y not feeling @ all abt 2molo practical exam n keep blogging n surf net(mayb gonna 2 fail it ad)!!!!

Stunt3d o jz 0va-reacted !!!!

jz now @i jz get 2 sum1 blog as d person keep asking me 2 view her blog....
1st...i jz read wat she had posted recenty...well it should be fine n ntg rite?
but then...i decide 2 keep scrolling dwn her blog 2 view others chapters...
then comes 2 sumthg tat it's quite familiar 2 wat i hv told her....
then when i kip reading...WTF....i only realise she was/still damn sensitive wif it & compared my topic 2 her situation...(well,even she had mentioned when wi'r chatting....but neva think she meant damn lotz of it)...
since she noe using her knowledge n apply 2 dat situation...y cant i !!!!!
i should jz inventing some brain washing machine 2 rewash her memoir....o jz getting sumthg 2 $tuck in her brain so she cant eva think abt tat...

well....im not pizzed off wif it...jz she should jz ask me 2 shuttafcukerup if she dun1 2 listen 2 it....rather than giving such comment tat making me feel guilty....

bEr-$trezz

been through de dayz of bored n loneliness.accompanied by d mountainous book which had made the whole of my morning and yet it's still keep going on...am i nerd o jz reluctant to speed up my studies...feel like having a break which hope it wont be end but having it will jz wont fit int my day-plan...wat should i do!!!
Cheer la,diu as wat Liang Zhi alwaz said sometime dont help th3 situsti0n as d mass of stress keep falling on me..it's still FALLING not FALL....no matter where am i,it jz wont go away from me as it's not jz a weight.the longer i hang on wif,the longer I hv 2 suffer from it...
Mayb xperssing it out may help me 2 overcome it...hope it will ....lolx....

The s0ft typ3 of my di@ry b3g1n...

D deyz of life hv b33n scuks enuf...

de arrival of bl00DY EXAM....
th3 option of de futUr3 Uni...
c0oOmpetitve of the studie...
wateva it's.....it's jz a l1fe of 2dei n mine 2...

overcome it wif ur will o it will overcome ya...