Tuesday, 24 March 2009

People's Best Friends

Oh well, I have best friends as everyone do.
But is it means human or what?
Im not saying the opposite of human----but----dogs...

Been thinking:
Since millenia-years ago, dogs have been accompanying human to explore the continents and hunt for food. Human have their own names,guess also millenia-years ago. How about doggie? When did human start to 'apply' name on their pet dog (with the most famous: Scubby-scooby Doo)? Some just give them nicknames that suit their pets like 'Blackie' but some others give name like 'Alex' and sort on.
What if there is really have friends whose name same as your pet, like 'Alex'?
Will u said : oh well,you are just like the best friend to me like my doggie to its owner ?
Some people sometime will scold other of being 'doggie',
Is it mean they are their best friend or what else?

No matter what, Im a dog-lover....*peace*
My doggie is named 'Rocky'--guess my dad got the nickname The Rocky's movie film..
will grab some of its pic when I got back to my HOME...

Sunday, 22 March 2009

Oscar

I know this year Oscar had been over for more than a month,but recently I managed to watch few of its nomination-movie.

In fact,I had just finished watching Slumdog Millionaire.Indeed,it worths of getting so many awards not only from this year's Oscar but also from Golden Globe,BAFTA and so on. Im not going to be the spoiler here,but yeah,for those haven't watched it yet,should 'slack' out 2hours for this film.
If I ever have to rate it-10/10 since it is hard for an Indian movie to catch so much of my attention with.

Besides, I also had been watching others Oscar-nominated movie. The Reader( Kate Winslet) is very nice show. At first, I totally have no idea what is the connectivity between and movie title and the movie's plot, but after I finished up the show.I just WOW!!!The movie's plot is really nice....
I will rate it 8/10 but since Kate Winslet won the Best Actress from it, +2 for it too....(she deserve the awardS in fact)

Then,I also watched the Changeling, another nominated film. The film is authentically bravo, and it is based on truth story. The return-to-the-1930's filming was totally awesome and as if they can find a real 1930's town nowadays. But the film is somehow too draggy since so much truth to be told. But oh well, i will rate it 8/10.

Comparing to the few previous years' Oscar's ceremony, this year stands out as unique and amazing. And what's more,all this year's nominated film are so great and really touching comparing to the last time,like Million Dollar Baby(which is directed by Clint Eastwood who directed Changeling too) and sort on...

Think that I should get back to re-dl Wall-E since it won the awards too...

Friday, 20 March 2009

Makan,makan and makan

Last time before moving into new house,I used to help out my mom to get ingredients from grocery shops around my house. Well, it always happened that the Lady of the House always forgot some of her recipe's ingredient had finished before starting to cook,so Im the one who biked out for it.I also have been cycled around to buy food for the family,especially Laksa during afternoon.... ;) love it...

Well,I'm not trying to promote Im a good boy,the real point of it is that...I DONT NEED to cook for myself. Everytime I felt hungry,there will sure have food ready to be eaten,even just fast food...
Now, I have to keep on thinking:
  • what should I eat?
  • what and what time should I cook?
  • what ingredients left?

if Im in the good mood--Chinese food
if left nothing much in fridge/being lazy bum/been starving for hours--Pasta
if being lazy+keep on lying on bed for crap-nothing+nothing left in fridge+starve for years- - Milo+bis cuits
oh yeah,I still prefer Milo than Hot Chocolate
I have to appreciate my instant noodle brought from Malaysia as there is still 3months more..

This is not an emo post.It is just my recall during the chilling-night at here.Supposedly should get the hell to start studying for 2molo test.
But anywhere,now I miss The Lady's food more than anything else right now.

btw...IM BACK BY 14TH JUNE....really looking for it
But before that,Mr Quah gonna get to study now
ciaoz...

Wednesday, 18 March 2009

Desire

Oh well,it never been a desire for me to get back here when I am not emo-ing.But things always change by the time which I believe in(except I am still a guy with balls for always)

Well,after months of not showing up at here and get new post uploaded,I nearly forgot the password to get into my account here.The fact I get to update now is that I am motivated of others of being able to keep on updating their blog days to days.I am rather to update my Facebook 24/7 as the matter of fact than typing at here.
As the new post for the 3-months of the new 2009...i have decided to change the skin...even i still fond of the previous skin.

This is not gonna be a blardy emo post anymore.After months of adjusting and suiting myself into UK here, I really get used to the life here.I know it somehow really takes a while for the adjustment,but I'm glad that I am not complaining and cursing like last time.
Thx for those who concerning abt it....

This week is the most hectic week ever in this semester,having few assignments and tests due by this week.But,Im glad these don't get any complaint from me,in constrast, Im enjoying it. 2 weeks more and it gonna have what I assume as midterm holiday-Easter Break. Rhetolically,what celebration is it?
But no matter what,at least it is a 3-week break which im expecting it to come ASAP!!!
Been up to A plan for the holiday in fact...

Oh,by the way,I passed all the subjects of the 1st semester....Hooray!!!Ironically,before this,I thought Im gonna to flunk few subjects and have to arse back to Manchester as early as August to re-sit for the papers.Glad it is not gonna happen for the moment.
at least,not yet.

Of all...Im glad I did and do keeping on everthing.....for good,for bad and FOR THE FUTURE

Wednesday, 29 October 2008

REALITY....fiuh...

tis is a farking emo post after months time....not any post wif pic....(but at least this is how i feel rite now)...it's going to be long post...

Well,it has been more than a week time that I don't do any revision/study/doing any tutorial work...
U guys will think just 1 week only ma....
but I keep on piling up the works and assignments and so reluctant to do them all...
I get damn low mark for all reports and assignments...
I lost track on the studies...
All because I keep on recalling back to the time when i was still at Malaysia...more specifically KL...
generally...I dont really miss my hometown(xcept hometown frenz) cz the life at there is farking dull...
i have been dreaming almost everyday at here and dream almost everyone I knew well at KL..
*trust me*

Life at Manchester is great....
Having friendly but sometimes very irratating floorm8s,
Having to know classmates from Hong Kong,China and Malaysia
Having friends who came along wif me to study at Manchester,David and Pou Yang
Having cousin at here too...who can help me also...
and also Sean and Melissa who treat me very well at here...*i owe u guys...haha*
but somehow....it still lacks of something...
think it is due to that i do everything alone and it is just for me...
maybe also the food and also nightlife at KL gua..
BUT STILL....i hate to be alone...seriously....

It has been
4 months since college-life end....
3 months since I officially leaving KL city...
almost 2 months time since I didn't meet up wif anyone from KL...
and 6 weeks since I been at Manchester...

Well....tons of people said taylors sucks like shit....
but for me...except the needs to study for A-lvl....it is cool 1 n half year life....
studying at Taylors is much better than at UK...
at least...i can spend a lots of money on clothes,entertainment and foods when I was still at KL...
at Manchester,I have to keep on reminding me not to spend overlimit....
in which the limit has forced me to eat most of my meals including lunch and dinner at my hostel...and cooked by myself...
I cant do shopping as usual....(I don't even buy any clothes at here yet!!!)
I cant spend money on watching movie in cinema....
I cant eat sushi whenever I want(I damn miss Zanmai Sushi arghhh!!!)
I don't really like the lifestyle at UK...(I am not a pub/club-goer also)
well,according to Daniel....
im like a 干物男 which mean I prefer to stay in room,stare at pc and kind sort of things...

I try to be myself at here....doing the things I like....
but it's hard!!!
I still cant find friends who can understand me and my lifestyle...
it seems that there are things that restricting me from doing that...(not just money)...
I hate to convert money back to RM ...
I cant state out the reason properly..
but surely not because it will make everything looks expensive...

Frankly speaking....I think I just get tortured at here....mostly mentally..

Everytime my parents ask me how is it life at here?....am I able to catch up lesson?....am I used to the life and weather here already?..
all I respond is 'yeah....great....no problem at here'...
I don't want them to worry about me much at here...
but in fact Im struggling at here...
I cant speak properly with guai lor....
I really wonder what the use I learn English for....
I hate to be in the same group wif them too because they always ignore my opinions whereas theirs are not constructive at all...and famously....like to WASTE BLARDY TIME....
Sometimes,I really cant understand what the lecturers talking about....
and sometimes the lectures are freaking boring especially....Aircraft Flight...
I always sleep in the lectures....especially those more than an hour lecture...
I cant find anyone who can help me in study like in A-level...

Isit because I never get myself 'ready' before stepping down to this foreign land....?
I always thinking back time at KL...
I really can't 'let' it go....
No matter how much I realise that I did appreciate the moment when I was at KL especially for the last week and also when I went back to KL before coming to UK....
but I tend to hope that the time can really re-wind back....

Lately,I have been talking on phone with Daniel almost everyday....
well...primarily because I running away from the reality....
I still cant accept the fact the I am at UK for more than a month already...
and because he's the only one whom I can manage to contact....
And he is willing to chat rubbish also...haha....
sorry dailor....cz i damn seldom talk rubbish at Manchester wif anyone....haha
Somemore...his course is almost similar to mine so he can understand what I am saying when it comes to study...

When I came here....
I faced a problem which I promised not to discuss further with anyone except thoese who already know...
This makes me more easier to get emo...and so moody for whole day...
Since this happen....it shows that I lagi cannont become independent and keep on relying on others support...
I admit...i shame of it......SERIOUSLY...

Whenever I listen to the songs which I listened to when I was at KL especially in Geoffrey's car,it pulls me back to the time when me,Daniel,David and Geoffrey hang out together...
Well,it pretty torture me since I listen to my i-Pod damn frequent...
no matter how I shuffled my songs....within the 1st 10 songs,it surely hit 1 song in which I listened frequently to at KL...
wth....

Since last Sunday onwards,the time different between M'sia and UK is 8hour already...
by the time everyone going to sleep....I just finish my class at Manchester...
oh yeah....my class usually start at 9am and end up at 5pm almost everyday...
and the timetable is getting more and more pack due to extra classes and lab sessions on the coming weeks...

No matter what....I am the one who had chosen to come over here for the study....and I proud I manage to get into the course I like....Aerospace Engineering...
yet...i knew i will still get emo for it....


I have an assignment which needed to be submitted later in the morning and now already 12.30am....
I even haven't start yet...fark it...

Monday, 16 June 2008

d-ESPRESSO

When there's a post means im still in SS15....
the reason I really get out from SS15 is cz BOREDOM....
i cant resist of going around to play...

but that's come a problem...
those I wanna hang out with straight after exam seems like keep on running away from me....
Is it because of what I have told u guys....
But im not regretting of telling u guys as u guys are my best friends in KL...
I ain't going to follow others who stop me from telling you guys about it...

I cant/don't have any idea how to hint u guys Im now stuck in SS15 by myself..
having to go for lunch&dinner alone....
Going out with u guys after exam is my prime reason that I still in KL instead of going back to Penang str8 after exam...
Attending Japanese class is jz a sub-reason in order to explain to my parents...
but it seems like u guys dint notice it...
what in fact is that,im in KL by MYSELF.....

I have been trying to go to find u guys ...
but there will always something that make me cant go to find u guys...
maybe it's jz that Im jz being too perasaan as some said....
I know it will be troublesome if I said I wanna to lepak in ur house again...
yet I still wanna to do so...
I admit im being selfish on this matter....but Im damn bored being alone in SS15..
*SELFISHNESS triumph MY REALISTIC THINKING*
I know u guys want to wait everyone having their exam finish only come out have fun....
but I doubt that I will be one of it...
maybe it jz few days time more...
but for me....it's like hell-damn long ...
as if im passing millenium....

I do blame on myself of why din know u guys and as early as beginning of last year...
*along wif LiangZhi gang*
Faith???
Don't bother about it la....

The reason i dare to post this up cz u guys not going to visit my blog anywhere...
I cant get away from emo-strike everytime im being alone...
it's kinda worsened when i move to single-room....
it's jz like a trap-room!!!!
gosh....

Even i have been hanging out with different people these days....
but it's jz not like the same as hanging out with u guy...
I admit i kinda have no feeling when hanging out wif others except you guys...
But I will keep on enjoying it...
Yet I realise there lacks of something...
Jz hope everything really comes out with what i hope to be...

Am listening to:If it kills me--Jason Mraz

Sunday, 15 June 2008

Desperate to go out

It has been 2 months i dint blog cz im not in my room....
Have been staying in Geoffrey's house for weeks...
well,im gonna say thx for them for letting me to stay 4 infinite....
in fact,i thought i will jz going to stay for 2 days or 3...
but happens to be a month....
But I really have great fun staying with them....

Supposedly,I wanna to help them in studies as much as I can,
but in turn...im the one who needed to be taught.....This does prove me I jz study nerdily...fark..
well,since Im not really a camwhore guy
*more accurately,Im bad in camwhoring*
so there aren't any pic of it....

Been back to SS15 for a week since Monday...
Well,this is due to having farewell dinner to different friends....

Monday ---->
Coming back to SS15 to take the worst exam---Phy paper 4....
It's tough like shit....
I was having enough time until I can keep on flipping through the paper cz I FARKING CANT ANSWER THE PAPER...
i leave blank for some whole big Q's....
fine....dat sucks morning went past through with mumbling...
then went to FTZ....
K,im not going there for DOTA.....im going jz to play Tiberrian Sun...
*stop asking me out to challenge DOTA* even i try to play...
@ nite,went out with all classmates who staying in/around SS15 like me : Bernard, Chan, Cheong, Hui Kun, Jason, Jia Xin, Kiattilin ...

Tuesday---->
None-exam day...
pratically...this means the suckiest day....
Got ntg to do....even 2molo im having the last paper---Bio paper5...
@ nite went out wif myhousemates: Brendon,Candice,JY, ZLing...
(well,this dine is such a $$$-sucker...very much expensive than my budget of rm60)..
guess urself...

Wednesday-->
Last paper to go....countdown clock is set on......
But after that paper,im kinda don't have the feeling of relieve...
its either the exam drags too long or others who i wanted to hang out after exam still not finish their exam...
Frankily,i went back to library str8 after the exam cz going 2 find Geoffrey n Daniel....
then,by noon went out with Florence to meet ShiWen in Sunway and dine @ the worst japanese restaurant ever been...
after that,went to their house late nite for the supposedly-on's whole-night party but Im the one who zZz 1st...fiuk...

Thursday--->
After hanging for a while with Geoffrey, went out with King,Benjo,Bernard n Cheong....
Going to celebrate exam has over and also the end of A lvl study...
went to fattycrab for dinner along with Chucchy,Brenda,EuJinn n Ee Jin....
then drop off Cheong back to his house cz his exam still not finish yet...sry Cheong....
then went to Curve to drink along with WeiLiong too and watch Incredible Hunk late night...
*Incredible Hunk is much better than its 1st movie*...trustme :)

thx
Benjo for the drive....
Liang Zhi for organising the night....
Bernard for belanja the dine...(it's not cheap,dude)
Chucchy for ur camwhore...(i admit i din realise when u take all pic....u shuld be a paparazzi instead of doctor.....muahaha)
EuJinn for ur coming....
Brenda for ur attendance...
EeJin for ur joke...
Cheong for ur willingness to join us even u got exam on the next day morning...
Of all,its a greatz nite...!!!!wosh.....

Friday---->
Day of emo-strike....
Reason: i dun have any plan for tonight....
I admit nowadays i keep on going out cz i dun1 to stay in my room for ntg...
but this causes my money gone faster and faster.....
What worse of tonight is that....tonight is prom night...
which mean everyone xcept me in SS15 will attend it....
it left me alone....
Dont blame me for emo on this nite....
U have no1 to accompany u for dine,no1 for chatting....
So,i zZz around 10pm before anyone coming back from prom night...

Saturday--->
The day which ShiWen,ZLing,SookHwa n MeiYing moved out from their hostel....
thought im going to have chance to send them back...
but when I was awaken by a call from ShiWen,she said she already on the way back...
fiuh....it's jz around 11am....cabut so fast for what!!!
Fine,after finishing my japanese class which I already skipped twice in a roll,was planning to go to find Geoffrey and Daniel...
but due to some reasons,i was still stucking in SS15....
luckily,Brendon n JY said wanna to go for walk in Sunway n movie with PouYang n XiaoTing....
so,that make my Saturday night...
Was watching The Happening...
damn cool....but i doubt the Lembaga Perfileman Malaysia ranks it wrongly as a 'Umum' movie....**peace**

Sunday---->
I cant believe Im still in SS15....
today is really the last day that everyone who i knew in SS15 going to leave this area...
was having B+lunch with JY,XiaoTing n PouYang...
then go around SS15 for a walk before rushing back to hostel's toilet...
then,found out Brendon had already move out....
WAT!!!! again without telling me prior to leaving again....
then....the afternoon was really shit....
i got ntg to do besides staring on the laptop....
after went out having dine wif Kiattilin who i found out still in SS15..


That's all for this post....going out yamcha wif Jason,Chan n Kiattilin....
ciaozzz....

Really thx to Daniel,David n Geoffrey for these weeks.... arigatou,minasan

Am listening to:The Remedy- Jason Mraz