REALITY....fiuh...

tis is a farking emo post after months time....not any post wif pic....(but at least this is how i feel rite now)...it's going to be long post...

Well,it has been more than a week time that I don't do any revision/study/doing any tutorial work...
U guys will think just 1 week only ma....
but I keep on piling up the works and assignments and so reluctant to do them all...
I get damn low mark for all reports and assignments...
I lost track on the studies...
All because I keep on recalling back to the time when i was still at Malaysia...more specifically KL...
generally...I dont really miss my hometown(xcept hometown frenz) cz the life at there is farking dull...
i have been dreaming almost everyday at here and dream almost everyone I knew well at KL..
*trust me*

Life at Manchester is great....
Having friendly but sometimes very irratating floorm8s,
Having to know classmates from Hong Kong,China and Malaysia
Having friends who came along wif me to study at Manchester,David and Pou Yang
Having cousin at here too...who can help me also...
and also Sean and Melissa who treat me very well at here...*i owe u guys...haha*
but somehow....it still lacks of something...
think it is due to that i do everything alone and it is just for me...
maybe also the food and also nightlife at KL gua..
BUT STILL....i hate to be alone...seriously....

It has been
4 months since college-life end....
3 months since I officially leaving KL city...
almost 2 months time since I didn't meet up wif anyone from KL...
and 6 weeks since I been at Manchester...

Well....tons of people said taylors sucks like shit....
but for me...except the needs to study for A-lvl....it is cool 1 n half year life....
studying at Taylors is much better than at UK...
at least...i can spend a lots of money on clothes,entertainment and foods when I was still at KL...
at Manchester,I have to keep on reminding me not to spend overlimit....
in which the limit has forced me to eat most of my meals including lunch and dinner at my hostel...and cooked by myself...
I cant do shopping as usual....(I don't even buy any clothes at here yet!!!)
I cant spend money on watching movie in cinema....
I cant eat sushi whenever I want(I damn miss Zanmai Sushi arghhh!!!)
I don't really like the lifestyle at UK...(I am not a pub/club-goer also)
well,according to Daniel....
im like a 干物男 which mean I prefer to stay in room,stare at pc and kind sort of things...

I try to be myself at here....doing the things I like....
but it's hard!!!
I still cant find friends who can understand me and my lifestyle...
it seems that there are things that restricting me from doing that...(not just money)...
I hate to convert money back to RM ...
I cant state out the reason properly..
but surely not because it will make everything looks expensive...

Frankly speaking....I think I just get tortured at here....mostly mentally..

Everytime my parents ask me how is it life at here?....am I able to catch up lesson?....am I used to the life and weather here already?..
all I respond is 'yeah....great....no problem at here'...
I don't want them to worry about me much at here...
but in fact Im struggling at here...
I cant speak properly with guai lor....
I really wonder what the use I learn English for....
I hate to be in the same group wif them too because they always ignore my opinions whereas theirs are not constructive at all...and famously....like to WASTE BLARDY TIME....
Sometimes,I really cant understand what the lecturers talking about....
and sometimes the lectures are freaking boring especially....Aircraft Flight...
I always sleep in the lectures....especially those more than an hour lecture...
I cant find anyone who can help me in study like in A-level...

Isit because I never get myself 'ready' before stepping down to this foreign land....?
I always thinking back time at KL...
I really can't 'let' it go....
No matter how much I realise that I did appreciate the moment when I was at KL especially for the last week and also when I went back to KL before coming to UK....
but I tend to hope that the time can really re-wind back....

Lately,I have been talking on phone with Daniel almost everyday....
well...primarily because I running away from the reality....
I still cant accept the fact the I am at UK for more than a month already...
and because he's the only one whom I can manage to contact....
And he is willing to chat rubbish also...haha....
sorry dailor....cz i damn seldom talk rubbish at Manchester wif anyone....haha
Somemore...his course is almost similar to mine so he can understand what I am saying when it comes to study...

When I came here....
I faced a problem which I promised not to discuss further with anyone except thoese who already know...
This makes me more easier to get emo...and so moody for whole day...
Since this happen....it shows that I lagi cannont become independent and keep on relying on others support...
I admit...i shame of it......SERIOUSLY...

Whenever I listen to the songs which I listened to when I was at KL especially in Geoffrey's car,it pulls me back to the time when me,Daniel,David and Geoffrey hang out together...
Well,it pretty torture me since I listen to my i-Pod damn frequent...
no matter how I shuffled my songs....within the 1st 10 songs,it surely hit 1 song in which I listened frequently to at KL...
wth....

Since last Sunday onwards,the time different between M'sia and UK is 8hour already...
by the time everyone going to sleep....I just finish my class at Manchester...
oh yeah....my class usually start at 9am and end up at 5pm almost everyday...
and the timetable is getting more and more pack due to extra classes and lab sessions on the coming weeks...

No matter what....I am the one who had chosen to come over here for the study....and I proud I manage to get into the course I like....Aerospace Engineering...
yet...i knew i will still get emo for it....


I have an assignment which needed to be submitted later in the morning and now already 12.30am....
I even haven't start yet...fark it...

d-ESPRESSO

When there's a post means im still in SS15....
the reason I really get out from SS15 is cz BOREDOM....
i cant resist of going around to play...

but that's come a problem...
those I wanna hang out with straight after exam seems like keep on running away from me....
Is it because of what I have told u guys....
But im not regretting of telling u guys as u guys are my best friends in KL...
I ain't going to follow others who stop me from telling you guys about it...

I cant/don't have any idea how to hint u guys Im now stuck in SS15 by myself..
having to go for lunch&dinner alone....
Going out with u guys after exam is my prime reason that I still in KL instead of going back to Penang str8 after exam...
Attending Japanese class is jz a sub-reason in order to explain to my parents...
but it seems like u guys dint notice it...
what in fact is that,im in KL by MYSELF.....

I have been trying to go to find u guys ...
but there will always something that make me cant go to find u guys...
maybe it's jz that Im jz being too perasaan as some said....
I know it will be troublesome if I said I wanna to lepak in ur house again...
yet I still wanna to do so...
I admit im being selfish on this matter....but Im damn bored being alone in SS15..
*SELFISHNESS triumph MY REALISTIC THINKING*
I know u guys want to wait everyone having their exam finish only come out have fun....
but I doubt that I will be one of it...
maybe it jz few days time more...
but for me....it's like hell-damn long ...
as if im passing millenium....

I do blame on myself of why din know u guys and as early as beginning of last year...
*along wif LiangZhi gang*
Faith???
Don't bother about it la....

The reason i dare to post this up cz u guys not going to visit my blog anywhere...
I cant get away from emo-strike everytime im being alone...
it's kinda worsened when i move to single-room....
it's jz like a trap-room!!!!
gosh....

Even i have been hanging out with different people these days....
but it's jz not like the same as hanging out with u guy...
I admit i kinda have no feeling when hanging out wif others except you guys...
But I will keep on enjoying it...
Yet I realise there lacks of something...
Jz hope everything really comes out with what i hope to be...

Am listening to:If it kills me--Jason Mraz

Desperate to go out

It has been 2 months i dint blog cz im not in my room....
Have been staying in Geoffrey's house for weeks...
well,im gonna say thx for them for letting me to stay 4 infinite....
in fact,i thought i will jz going to stay for 2 days or 3...
but happens to be a month....
But I really have great fun staying with them....

Supposedly,I wanna to help them in studies as much as I can,
but in turn...im the one who needed to be taught.....This does prove me I jz study nerdily...fark..
well,since Im not really a camwhore guy
*more accurately,Im bad in camwhoring*
so there aren't any pic of it....

Been back to SS15 for a week since Monday...
Well,this is due to having farewell dinner to different friends....

Monday ---->
Coming back to SS15 to take the worst exam---Phy paper 4....
It's tough like shit....
I was having enough time until I can keep on flipping through the paper cz I FARKING CANT ANSWER THE PAPER...
i leave blank for some whole big Q's....
fine....dat sucks morning went past through with mumbling...
then went to FTZ....
K,im not going there for DOTA.....im going jz to play Tiberrian Sun...
*stop asking me out to challenge DOTA* even i try to play...
@ nite,went out with all classmates who staying in/around SS15 like me : Bernard, Chan, Cheong, Hui Kun, Jason, Jia Xin, Kiattilin ...

Tuesday---->
None-exam day...
pratically...this means the suckiest day....
Got ntg to do....even 2molo im having the last paper---Bio paper5...
@ nite went out wif myhousemates: Brendon,Candice,JY, ZLing...
(well,this dine is such a $$$-sucker...very much expensive than my budget of rm60)..
guess urself...

Wednesday-->
Last paper to go....countdown clock is set on......
But after that paper,im kinda don't have the feeling of relieve...
its either the exam drags too long or others who i wanted to hang out after exam still not finish their exam...
Frankily,i went back to library str8 after the exam cz going 2 find Geoffrey n Daniel....
then,by noon went out with Florence to meet ShiWen in Sunway and dine @ the worst japanese restaurant ever been...
after that,went to their house late nite for the supposedly-on's whole-night party but Im the one who zZz 1st...fiuk...

Thursday--->
After hanging for a while with Geoffrey, went out with King,Benjo,Bernard n Cheong....
Going to celebrate exam has over and also the end of A lvl study...
went to fattycrab for dinner along with Chucchy,Brenda,EuJinn n Ee Jin....
then drop off Cheong back to his house cz his exam still not finish yet...sry Cheong....
then went to Curve to drink along with WeiLiong too and watch Incredible Hunk late night...
*Incredible Hunk is much better than its 1st movie*...trustme :)

thx
Benjo for the drive....
Liang Zhi for organising the night....
Bernard for belanja the dine...(it's not cheap,dude)
Chucchy for ur camwhore...(i admit i din realise when u take all pic....u shuld be a paparazzi instead of doctor.....muahaha)
EuJinn for ur coming....
Brenda for ur attendance...
EeJin for ur joke...
Cheong for ur willingness to join us even u got exam on the next day morning...
Of all,its a greatz nite...!!!!wosh.....

Friday---->
Day of emo-strike....
Reason: i dun have any plan for tonight....
I admit nowadays i keep on going out cz i dun1 to stay in my room for ntg...
but this causes my money gone faster and faster.....
What worse of tonight is that....tonight is prom night...
which mean everyone xcept me in SS15 will attend it....
it left me alone....
Dont blame me for emo on this nite....
U have no1 to accompany u for dine,no1 for chatting....
So,i zZz around 10pm before anyone coming back from prom night...

Saturday--->
The day which ShiWen,ZLing,SookHwa n MeiYing moved out from their hostel....
thought im going to have chance to send them back...
but when I was awaken by a call from ShiWen,she said she already on the way back...
fiuh....it's jz around 11am....cabut so fast for what!!!
Fine,after finishing my japanese class which I already skipped twice in a roll,was planning to go to find Geoffrey and Daniel...
but due to some reasons,i was still stucking in SS15....
luckily,Brendon n JY said wanna to go for walk in Sunway n movie with PouYang n XiaoTing....
so,that make my Saturday night...
Was watching The Happening...
damn cool....but i doubt the Lembaga Perfileman Malaysia ranks it wrongly as a 'Umum' movie....**peace**

Sunday---->
I cant believe Im still in SS15....
today is really the last day that everyone who i knew in SS15 going to leave this area...
was having B+lunch with JY,XiaoTing n PouYang...
then go around SS15 for a walk before rushing back to hostel's toilet...
then,found out Brendon had already move out....
WAT!!!! again without telling me prior to leaving again....
then....the afternoon was really shit....
i got ntg to do besides staring on the laptop....
after went out having dine wif Kiattilin who i found out still in SS15..


That's all for this post....going out yamcha wif Jason,Chan n Kiattilin....
ciaozzz....

Really thx to Daniel,David n Geoffrey for these weeks.... arigatou,minasan

Am listening to:The Remedy- Jason Mraz

Yesterday went for tabib to check out my nose...
I cant believe tabib cina also got use modern apparats 1 like spygonometer n so on...

When the tabib inform me it's jz allergy n my muscle inside the nose bengkak zor...
ok,fine...since it will recover...


However,im going to pengsan when he told me something...conversation practically sounds like this:

Tabib : U know,from Chinese medicine prospect, I suggest you stop eating SPICY foods and EGGs
Me : (I thought im hearing wrong things cz his chinese's not good) So I jz arghhhh...
Tabib : Better is that you don't eat spicy foods and EGGs
Me : WHAT!!!!!!

It's fine for not eating eggs because im quite choosey when come to what kinds of eggs I wanna to eat....
But spicy food....omg!!!!
Last time i have been western specialist about my nose...
The doctor said NO to spicy n sour foods...
But luckily now,i can @ least eat sour foods...
(thx to the discount,tabib)
but thinking about where got food that is sour but not spicy 1!!!!
LiKeong's Law of FOOD:
no spicy=no sour=no food remain...

In KL,i have been eating spicy food for everyday from nasi lemak to nasi ayam rendang...
**fine,i know these two foods like no differ.**
But now...no eggs somemore....walao......

haiz....no matter what...HEALTH still the most important 1....
so guys,don't worry n just take away my eggs on the plate when we go out makan la....sob sob.....


Currently listening to : Back at your door - Maroon 5

Doing Nothing

Holiday have almost been a week already....
n as usual, bring books back to hometown for nothing again..

thought this time coming back to B'worth,I will really find a time for me to save back my Pure Maths3...
And I fail to even flip through few pages of my book...
I keep on going out for every moment I can...
but I din blame myself for that cz it's fun to be able to go out with friends and eat all the foods I want before going back to SJ again...
As usual,i woke up by 1.30pm then going out makan lunch with SK2 n Florence...
then went to buy pisang goreng n go back home...
Was planning to practice my piano and flute when get back home...
have been a while that i din put down my fingers on them...
but again...i din't practice them..
but I swear im going to find sometime for it before going back....
yosh,gambateh LiKeong-san.......haha...

Ltr,went out makan dine ...
n i was alone back home again cz my dad went out for football again...

Was planing to go to Penang island 2molo...
but still not sure whether i will make it onot cz i din ask my dad yet...
No matter what,i must go to Penang n lepak @ Gurney even doing ntg there...
I want to eat lotz of Penang food before going back to SJ again and hopefully can gain little weight...lolx

anywhere,am looking forward going back to KL to go out....
not back 4 study yet as still in holiday-mood..

currently listening to: Showtime - Nelly Furtado

Holiday

Its's holiday....
n yet the last holiday for the whole A-level course..

Saturday
woke up by 12pm and realise somehow have to tidy up my room before going back to hometown....
after having hardship of rearranging piles of notes n books,its time for my Japanese Beginner 2 class..
I was late as usual to the class and it's suprise to see so many similar-age classmates inside the class..
Basically,I missed up the last week 1st class due to my over-sleeping...
So when get into the lesson,I was totally blur,BlUr and BLUR...
Keep on having other younger classmates translating what sensei was asking me...
So embarrasing as the whole strangers-like-classmates are waiting 4 my reply to sensei...

back to Butterworth on Saturday nitez wif SK2 by bus....
well,tis 2 fellows juzt keep on chatting for hours in the bus...
after reaching back home,only found out that my maid will be @ my uncle's house for a while
and i was shocked because i brought back tons of shirt back to be washed by my maid!!!

Sunday...
somehow i woke up very early,around 9.30am because thought it's already very late zor...
n i din plan 2 re-sleep because today had to send mom to airport...
after having vegetarian breakfast, dad dropped me n mom to Pacific mall for money-exchange...
but mom wanna to buy shirt TOO...
so i jz kena tarik by her to accompany her to buy her clothes...

By afternoon,we set on to go 2 Penang island..
suprisingly,my dad asked me to drive...
OK,it's really suprise me because i never thought he will let me to drive his Sorento so soon...
wakaka
sure i wont object it since getting my driving permission from my dad is one of my mission back to Butterworth...
As usual.my mom still perli my driving skill...
haiz....come on la,i only able to drive once in few months la,mom....
It's great to cross over the Penang bridge in the car driven by me....
after having lunch and 'gathering' in airport with all relatives who sending my mom and grandma to USA,went for Coffee Bean in Pulau Tikus with my uncle's family...
of course still driven by me...lolx
@ nitez, having dine in my favorite place which near Komtar...n back home to zZzZz

Monday...
woke up damn late around 3pm...

and found out the car key was left for me....muahaha...which mean i can drive out zor...
but doing ntg whole day...
@ nite,driven by me again,went out makan malam wif dad and drove him to and back from autocity...
late nite....on9 until duno when to sleep again...

Tuesday...
Ms. OSW's 19th birthday...
ajak SK2 n YueWen out 2 go 2 high skool to get back our SPM cert...
and ajak d b'rthday gurl along to....
then lepak to Sunway Carnival...
bought 'Ah-Long Pte. Ltd.' movie ticket
i dont really like tis movie because not as funny as thought will be...
after dropping down birthday gurl who wanna 2 celebrate her birthday wif family,
the remaining of us went makan dine and then dropped down YueWen by her house...
Around 9pm,went out again to meet TzeYi and CheeKeong....
cool to meet them again but i quite tired by datime...
after sending back SK2,i bac home too...



Again,happy 19th birthday....Ms. Older Shi Wen.....
So sry for not really celebrating your special day...but dun 4got i gave ya present already..lolx

WinRaR

You got to have winRaR file in order to open the downloaded file...

If you dont have,jz click this website http://www.download.com/WinRAR/3000-2250_4-10007677.html?tag=lst-1 or
get to www.download.com and type 'winRaR' to get the latest 1....
Its F.O.C.(free of charge) to download...

Dont worry,it wont take you much time trust me...
As myself also hate never-ending-process just to download a file...
After that you just follow their steps will do...

After u have WinRaR file and the album,u jz right-click on the music file and then click 'Extracts Here'
wait for converting and u can enjoy the songs after this...

SonnaOfTheBITCH,JY

Blardy Hell,plz dun link my post(s) in my blog to any other website o BLOG la..SOHAI....
think by ur own opinion not others....
it's jz my feeling and surely is NOT REFERENCE TO ANY OTHERS OPINION
if any1 is asked to visit tis post/blog,ask the fella shut the fark up...it's not for reading o FUN!!!
Im not asking any1 to publish my post....so...jz fark off to any1 who link tis post even is gal...


NO OFFENCE...


Don't you ever think having a gf will make you become more caring...it DIDN'T
Don't you ever think that dying your fucking hair will make you look mature....it WON'T
it jz makes you look more fcuking annoying....with your more obviously mushroom-style hair!!!
Don't you ever think you get a whole str8 5A's proving you r as smart as ZiYing...it's IMPOSSILBLE,dude
you forgot that you asked for her help as I do in ur AS studies...remember it,JerkAss...

IN FACT...
You are jz a selfish,self-centred guy who is socialising with your sarcastic word + your silly face
You are jz a guy who like to screw a hole & place a bomb on others weakness
Why don't you jz look at yourself of how many bombs have you hit back yourself in the mirror
Superficially,even you are somehow more 'superior' on certain things....
BUT,these cz of the fact of your are'talent' of MIS-USING PEOPLE'S HEART & SOUL to reach your goal
(these people Xcluding me!!!) i jz help some1 to speak out...fucker....
If you like to make jokes of others for FUN,why don't you make ur jokes on yourself....
bets it will be an endlessly jokeSSSSS....

U REALLY PISSED ME OFF and make me post of you.....bitch....
reason:
You took out my clothes from tumble-dryer which i had waited for nearly 2 hours and now I need to wait for another hour...
Maybe you felt the clothes had already cold and dried....
but BITCH,its not...it's still on-the-way to dry and it's still hot(means the shirts are not winded up yet)
Maybe you thought im using your floor's tumble-dryer and it's your right to get them out...
but BITCH,there are no such rule of the house...
EVERYTHING IS STILL IN 1ST COME 1ST SERVE BASIC...
Don't you jz being so fucked-up....
plz learn how to Q the line....o at least get the permission 1st...
learn the basic rule of socialising 1st before setting your own rule & regulation,SonnaOfTheBitch!

and more reasons which i laze to type down here...

again:dun link my blog to any of others website or blog
think by ur opinion NOT others....
it jz my feeling DATIME..

1 Litre of Tears ost(drama series)

01 1リットルの涙 ~メイン・テーマ~
02ハードルを越えて
03 あなたが教えてくれたもの ~愛のテーマ~
04 優しさに包まれて
05 暗示
06 砂時計

07 君へのロング・パス

08 落日

10 Sangatsu Kokonaka (9th March)

11 ふり仰げば青い空

12 涙の意味

13 もう歌えない

14 手を伸ばせばあなたが

20 生命ある限り ~サブ・テーマ~

21 Only Human (Piano Version)
22 粉雪 (Piano Version)
23 Only Human (Cello Version)

http://ifile.it/efa2150

jz CLICK on the above website to download the whole album

Thx to ShiWen who sends me the album..and Jason who helps me on how to upload a downable file...

It may looks incomplete,but you still can xpect much of the songs you heard in drama from this album...

For those who duno wat is this drama about,can check it up from Youtube...

Jz type '1 litre of tears' over there....

it only got 11-episode Japanese drama...yet very touching...

Happy Chinese New Year

Well,having mood of blogging on the new year day...

People said 'having a good start is half of the route to winning'..

so,im going 2 blog 2day..

(but it doesn't mean i will blog more frequently as before)..thx 2 my laziness..

anyway,im now still packing my luggage at 1.36am...

unlike lastime when i will have done my packing days before going off for trip...

nowadays, even left least than a day before my flight...im still looking anything to throw into the bag...

wondering when will I done packing jz an hour before going 2 airport...lolx..

oh yeah...as promised...here is some pic i took in certain part of Spain...(the France pic have 2 b waited)..

View from the top of Giralda Tower

The mandarin orange tree

Grave of Christopher COLUMBUS

on-building Church inspired by Picasso

The part of church which had done by Picasso

artistic builiding built during the earlier 20th century

Palace of Espanyol Royale in Madrid

kinda unable to recall wat its name..but we learnt it in form5 sejarah(use to deliver water during ancient Roman)

some bridge

some castle on hill during early morning

last pic..some typical dog..lolx

anyway,Happy Chinese New Year 2008 everyone

Will take pic back from Korea & hopefully wif some UNKNOWN celebrities aso...wakaka...

adiozZzZz....

Year been gone since i came 2 KL....
things change without any xpectation,both bad n good( even more good changes have happened)
well,now is 4am n i was awaken from a dream where most of the my classmates gather back togather somehow n somewhere ...
the person who I still can remember in the dream is Brenda...cz she 4got 2 bring my donot n promise to belanja me nextime..LMAO...

Can't sleep bac since that..
so decided to get back to my long-deserted blog...
well, tis post will b most probably abt the changes in 2007...n how 2008 started...

Since graduated from Form5, i hardly n can b said never seen some of my high-school m8s through the year of 2007 who used to seen each other almost everyday include weekends....
it's either everytime i back to hometown just 4 while or they are out of the town...
practically,we even rarely contact each other after that xcept the b'day wish on their special day

Being shifted from PM10 toPM6 last year after the freaking-headache choice of add-on subject(Physics)..
@ last i glad with my choice...cz i get to further the studies which i like the most n aso FRIENDS in the PM6...
thx 4 LAN class,still can interact with PM10 friends rather than just said hi when crossing by each other...

When,thinking about that only left 5 months to go before A lvl course finish,let me wonder times past by damn fast...
Soon enough,we will be apart...
some will str8 going overseas
some will back to their hometown
some will somehow just lose-in-touch(hope it wont)...

This year, my life get change even still stuck up n SS15....
Good things happened...like..
1)Getting not-bad AS result...
2)Having own single room in new hostel...
3)Attending the Japanese course...

However,bad things still happen...
Some decided to defer to other semester intake...
The classes which @ first can b said big in college now already shrinked to jz 20++ppl...
n yet when we get to exam hall, maybe will just find out around 20 classm8 sitting in the hall...
cz more n more ppl dropping subjects...

In fact,the times that we spend in studies in classes will be just around 2 months after xcluding the holidays n exam-month...
so,thinking about we are REALLY going 2 farewell wif each other SOON enough..
1 word: SUCX...

Some will said 'Chilling LA,dude'...

but i just have to b such freaking emo since tis is a fact....
So,as i decided day befo 2008, will try to appreciate and enjoy days in college befo graduate..

Not 4getting housem8s who alwaz bully me...hehe...
Though now we are leave in differ floor,yet still in the same building...

Happy 19th b'day to Benjo...

p/s: will only post pic of my trip 'soon' enuf ....

currently listening to: Incomplete by The Last Goodnight....