moodle$$ n moody 2 study

i was figuring out y all my latest blog stories began from mid9 to another day's mid9/morning...

instead of a day to a day...

mayb cz my lifestyle become upside down again....

wondering y i jz cant b like my other housemates who zZz @ nite n woke up in d morning...

i think my lifestyle is getting worse since be @ KL...but nvr notice until last few months....





fine anywei...dun bother abt dat so much now....



chat wif Benjo n King abt X @ mid9 from 3++am...

though it wasn't so long....but it help me 2 xpress my feeling...

glad dey willing 2 b so kepo n sampat abt my story....lolx...

both of u RAWKS enuf.....

after dey went 2 zZz,duno how i spend my tyme until 6am...

by d tyme,LiZher(my genuise house8) ad done his morning bath n ready 2 go bac 2 his hometown,Alor Setar while im still sitting in front of my laptop @ dining room....

went 2 zZz @ 6.30am after waking up Hunter,my room8(cool rite his name)...

reason 4 him 2 wake up early is 2.......PLAYING HIS MAPLE STORY...





den,4got watime i woke up ad...but sure it's after typical lunch time...

anyway...gdnitezzzz...

yesterdei...

well...tis is supposed 2 b posted yesterdei....anywei...here is.....

Cant zZz cz somethg kip crossing my mind....
so since my roomate gonna 2 zZz ad,i jz moved out 2 sofa on living room....
datime i still kip msg Eunice who aso sit 4 AS exam like me...
so kip on msg's each other until she fall zZz @ around 1.45am...
it's like nearly a month since we msg each other...
Hearing on d music from my i-pod, i jz stared on d ceiling jz hope i can fall zZz soon after....
it's 2am...
yet.....2 hours later,still i was still so fresh my mind....
then decide 2 watch some show from Utube...finally gotcha...
new anime series--'school days'....
then 1st thout not going 2 zZz ad,but since 2molo hv 2 go 2 coll damn early n bac @ 3pm..
so pack my stuff n bac 2 my room 2 zZz...

morning as usual,Brendon woke me up n den go2 coll @ 8am....
Bio clazz was kinda boring cz jz do some past year Qs,sumore Benjo gang din show up at d clazz..everytime dey din come 2 coll,my day in coll will b so sienzz
wat worse is dat i din put i-pod in my bag!!!kinda sxuk since im sitting alone n not mood in chatting....n hv 2 do exercise

den,d worst clazz continue after Bio....MATHzZzZzZz.........
even Mr. Lai hv no idea wat 2 teach us so idiot like me who wanna attendance jz trapped in blue-wall room 4 an hour more....wtf...
He's jz sitting on d clazz,waiting others 2 ask him Qs since i din do his work 4 few months ad.... lolx
So,i decide 2 pull out my Physics book n get 2 Geoffrey n Daniel's table n disturb n chat rubbish wif dem...
i jz kip countdowning d clazz can over soon...
so...1 more hour went pass n learn ntg from him...

den,during breaktime,i decide 2 follow dem(Geoffrey,Daniel,Hue Wen,Changlu,Mac n Cheong) 2 new ECA(Xtra curicular activity)office....
spend 1st 20min 2 play pingpong dere....then other 1.15min playing endless-UNO game...
d reason it took so long time is dat me n Hue Wen kip pakat not 2 let others win...muahaha...
yet i still finish my game befo her!!! wakaka
time come when hv 2 decide WHERE 2 EAT.......it's 11.35am
supposedly we left less than 30min befo d next clazz begin,but we planned 2 go 2 Physics clazz only @ d 2nd period...
after suggesting here n dere around coll,we jz go 2 d nearest Little Taiwan 2 makan...
jz order a bowl of ramen set n play d childlish game(plane chess) wif Hue Wen,Geo n Mac...
jz like Uno game....me n Hue Wen kip pakat not 2 let Geo n Mac 2 win n not 2 kick away each other's chess piece...
Still,Mac finish 1st,followed by me,Hue Wen n Geoffrey...
by d time we finish d game n makan habis our lunch,it ad almost pass half of d physics 2nd period...so as conclusion,since we ad 'miss' our departure bac 2 clazz @ 1pm,none of us go 4 Physics...
den,come 2 d Chemistry @ 2pm,only me,Hue Wen n Changlu decide bac 2 clazz...
after Chemistry clazz dismiss,bac 2 hostel n str8 zZz since i zZz only less than 3 hour last nite...

by d time i woke up,it ad close 2 8pm,thought some1 will wake me up @ 6++pm as usual....lolx
then decide 2 join JY n his gf,Candice 2 go out 2 makan....
again....WHERE 2 EAT!!!!!
point 2 all direction n @ last we jz go 2 makan @ Mc'D...
4got again dat de Ramadhan buffet of Mc'D only end @ 8.30pm...we waited outside 4 20min....
den....from nowhere,LiZher's brother(i duno his name aso) appear behind us....
well,it's not suprise dat he comes alone since his housemate nvr ask him out makan 2gather as usual...
n after order my Fish-foldover,4 of us sit 2gather...
it's so annoying 2 listen n understand wat LiZher's brother talk cz his topic alwaz not my interest....
luckily,he leave once he finish his food....

fine,after finish dine,on d way bac 2 Myplace apartment again,we stop @ Asia Cafe 2 watch our Malaysian can-o-nout,sitting in d rocket flying 2 ISS...
well,since ntg big deal like xplosion happen,we bac 2 hostel....
chatting n msg'g wif Benjo,King n Eunice...n den nitez past....
now ad 5am....n still awake jz wait 4 morning arrive.....
so....dat's it....chao

p/s: thx guyz abt X stuff.....

getawei

after playing DOTA wif Brendon n ZiLing,it's kinda bored n totally no mood 4 us 2 studi
xpecially when my mind wont set down on study..
well,it's abt 6pm when we doing ntg jz scrolling up n down d website,flip through few news.....


then,Brendon said he's starving n i didnt feel hungry until he spoke out....
surely Asia Cafe will nvr b our dine place....
so suddenly ZiLing suggested y dun we go 2 Sunway since Brendon nid 2 buy some stuff n new wings open ad....
1st thought of mind is dat, 'r u serious?'
well practically,we jz done our 1st paper of d final n yet more 2 come....
n she top d rank of A-lvl result.....yet she suggested we going out 2 relax?
but,Brendon n I said ya within 5 seconds.....
den,we get ready within 2 minutes.....
catching cab within 3 minutes(including walking out from our hostel compound)....
n reaching Sunway within 10 minutes(including evening traffic jam & buka puasa time)
c,15 minutes befo dat,i was still scourching on my chair n flipping through news,chatting wif King n stressing abt X....


now....i was @ Sunway.....
part of me jz wanna 2 hv a mind-break from d X guy...
anywei....it doesnt work thou....
when we r trying 2 search 4 Kenny Rodgers 2 makan,im leading d group,yet my mind cant concentrate on finding d restaurant n kip distracted by X....wat!!!!
until Brendon decide 2 ask some1....
well,we did ask a salesman where is Kenny Rodgers...
he was like nvr heard tis restaurant.....blurring @ us like duno wat r we talking abt..
den, i jz said restaurant tat got sell chicken 1....only dat he know wat r we talking abt....gosh.....
wonder,is him Malaysian o jz a foreigners......

den,here u r Kenny Rodgers,when we r looking @ d menu @ entrance,d guy jz said now 'Buka Puasa' n no more empty seat 4 us....
so,i asked him how long dere will hv seat 4 3 of us...
he jz simply replied 'now is Buka Puasa!!!' with d tone trying d chasing us away....wtf....
is he trying 2 said dat non-Muslim r not allow 2 eat @ dat restaurant @ datime....
fine....so we set down 2 makan @ Manhattan's Fish Market....
i ordered baked Pacific Dorec,ZiLing ordered typical fish n chips n i 4got wat Brendon order was...
anywei...d environment is mch more better than d entrance of Kenny Rodgers...
d Hari Raya song was so nice n even it's aso veli crowded,d waitress still better than Kenny Rodgers 1....
n recently i found out some malay songs r really nice...but most r still sxuk...

so after dining,we went 2 buy stuff n hv a look @ d new wing of Sunway....
overall,it's not bad,but still Not so good...so i rate it 8/10....
1st,d design of d floor marble somehow seems 2 b outdated ad.....
2nd,some brands like hv'g 2 branches in d mall,its kinda weird cz everythg dey sells r d same....
anywei....it's still very nice 2 shop @ dere....

den bac 2 hostel @8.30pm n str8 zZzZz ad,try 2 woke up @ 10++pm after disturbed by JY n LiZher...
i 4got i had promised dem of having d 1st nite jogging wif dem...
so,woke up finally 11pm n follow them 2 jog....
after running 800m++ around my hostel,im kinda out of breath ad....
d air was not like how Florence said very polluted.....
instead it's very fresh n cold since got rain jz now....
feeling like WoW....dat's great cz so long din excersice ad since coming 2 AssJay...
n most important is,d jog make me 4get abt X even 4 a while until im typing tis post...
so,plan 2 having a jog if i cant make X out of my mind......lolx.....
hope it works!!!!

frustation not cz exam but a person

X- the person

I hv known X few years bac ....
we used 2 tuition, study n play 2gather......
it's jz so great of having frienz. like tat.....
yet cz of a thgs which caused by me...
we quarrelled @ each other....
@ last, not more left.....
not even jz be a normal frienz..........


ever since dat,i cry cz of X,try anythg 2 recover our friendship...
it's still FRUITLESS....
dun think i'm so gay of crying out cz of tat.....
think wat u gonna 2 do if u lose the best friendship u eva hv n u dun hv other close frienz....
mayb it's 2 late 4 it since it has been more than 3 years ad since we broke up our friendship....
mayb i should talk 2 X more spontanteously @ datime n NOT run away from X n seeking help from other's frenz...
i admit im kinda afraid of him cz everthg is caused by me.....
but i did really try out everythg i can
yet,X neva giv me a chance 2 say sry 2 him....even got....he jz listen without bother 2 rethink abt it....
sometime...when i try 2 get X bac even as my frienz,it jz become worse...
mayb 4 X,im jz an ordinary frenz....o mayb jz a bitch of X's life...
but 4 me,X is d best frienz eva in my life even it's ad d history....

after de friendship gone,i mix wif a group of frenz....
no matter how great n supportive r in my life,yet cant replace X in my soul....
mayb i shuld admit no1 can replace wif no1!!!


lately kip looking @ X's blog.....
sometimes more frequent than i view mine 1..... WTH....
N,i found X hv'g crush wif others....
wonder y my feeling jz so puzzle after i found it....
y i feel disappointed abt it....doesnt he jz ma x-frenz.....
shouldn't i jz glad for it....
making it worse....i kip thinking of it.....
from studying in hostel until hv'g exam in lab 2dei....
been wondering y my mind jz cant give me a chance 2 4get X.....
y he hv de ability 2 affect my life while im not even having past of dat ability...
y should i hv 2 kip distance from dat person while im still hope dere will b a chance 2 b wif dt person again!!!!


exam hv come n i still cant set my mind n jz concentrate on my studi but kip thinking of X jz so stresful enuf!!!
jz hope some1 will replace X.....soon......enough.......