d-ESPRESSO

When there's a post means im still in SS15....
the reason I really get out from SS15 is cz BOREDOM....
i cant resist of going around to play...

but that's come a problem...
those I wanna hang out with straight after exam seems like keep on running away from me....
Is it because of what I have told u guys....
But im not regretting of telling u guys as u guys are my best friends in KL...
I ain't going to follow others who stop me from telling you guys about it...

I cant/don't have any idea how to hint u guys Im now stuck in SS15 by myself..
having to go for lunch&dinner alone....
Going out with u guys after exam is my prime reason that I still in KL instead of going back to Penang str8 after exam...
Attending Japanese class is jz a sub-reason in order to explain to my parents...
but it seems like u guys dint notice it...
what in fact is that,im in KL by MYSELF.....

I have been trying to go to find u guys ...
but there will always something that make me cant go to find u guys...
maybe it's jz that Im jz being too perasaan as some said....
I know it will be troublesome if I said I wanna to lepak in ur house again...
yet I still wanna to do so...
I admit im being selfish on this matter....but Im damn bored being alone in SS15..
*SELFISHNESS triumph MY REALISTIC THINKING*
I know u guys want to wait everyone having their exam finish only come out have fun....
but I doubt that I will be one of it...
maybe it jz few days time more...
but for me....it's like hell-damn long ...
as if im passing millenium....

I do blame on myself of why din know u guys and as early as beginning of last year...
*along wif LiangZhi gang*
Faith???
Don't bother about it la....

The reason i dare to post this up cz u guys not going to visit my blog anywhere...
I cant get away from emo-strike everytime im being alone...
it's kinda worsened when i move to single-room....
it's jz like a trap-room!!!!
gosh....

Even i have been hanging out with different people these days....
but it's jz not like the same as hanging out with u guy...
I admit i kinda have no feeling when hanging out wif others except you guys...
But I will keep on enjoying it...
Yet I realise there lacks of something...
Jz hope everything really comes out with what i hope to be...

Am listening to:If it kills me--Jason Mraz

Desperate to go out

It has been 2 months i dint blog cz im not in my room....
Have been staying in Geoffrey's house for weeks...
well,im gonna say thx for them for letting me to stay 4 infinite....
in fact,i thought i will jz going to stay for 2 days or 3...
but happens to be a month....
But I really have great fun staying with them....

Supposedly,I wanna to help them in studies as much as I can,
but in turn...im the one who needed to be taught.....This does prove me I jz study nerdily...fark..
well,since Im not really a camwhore guy
*more accurately,Im bad in camwhoring*
so there aren't any pic of it....

Been back to SS15 for a week since Monday...
Well,this is due to having farewell dinner to different friends....

Monday ---->
Coming back to SS15 to take the worst exam---Phy paper 4....
It's tough like shit....
I was having enough time until I can keep on flipping through the paper cz I FARKING CANT ANSWER THE PAPER...
i leave blank for some whole big Q's....
fine....dat sucks morning went past through with mumbling...
then went to FTZ....
K,im not going there for DOTA.....im going jz to play Tiberrian Sun...
*stop asking me out to challenge DOTA* even i try to play...
@ nite,went out with all classmates who staying in/around SS15 like me : Bernard, Chan, Cheong, Hui Kun, Jason, Jia Xin, Kiattilin ...

Tuesday---->
None-exam day...
pratically...this means the suckiest day....
Got ntg to do....even 2molo im having the last paper---Bio paper5...
@ nite went out wif myhousemates: Brendon,Candice,JY, ZLing...
(well,this dine is such a $$$-sucker...very much expensive than my budget of rm60)..
guess urself...

Wednesday-->
Last paper to go....countdown clock is set on......
But after that paper,im kinda don't have the feeling of relieve...
its either the exam drags too long or others who i wanted to hang out after exam still not finish their exam...
Frankily,i went back to library str8 after the exam cz going 2 find Geoffrey n Daniel....
then,by noon went out with Florence to meet ShiWen in Sunway and dine @ the worst japanese restaurant ever been...
after that,went to their house late nite for the supposedly-on's whole-night party but Im the one who zZz 1st...fiuk...

Thursday--->
After hanging for a while with Geoffrey, went out with King,Benjo,Bernard n Cheong....
Going to celebrate exam has over and also the end of A lvl study...
went to fattycrab for dinner along with Chucchy,Brenda,EuJinn n Ee Jin....
then drop off Cheong back to his house cz his exam still not finish yet...sry Cheong....
then went to Curve to drink along with WeiLiong too and watch Incredible Hunk late night...
*Incredible Hunk is much better than its 1st movie*...trustme :)

thx
Benjo for the drive....
Liang Zhi for organising the night....
Bernard for belanja the dine...(it's not cheap,dude)
Chucchy for ur camwhore...(i admit i din realise when u take all pic....u shuld be a paparazzi instead of doctor.....muahaha)
EuJinn for ur coming....
Brenda for ur attendance...
EeJin for ur joke...
Cheong for ur willingness to join us even u got exam on the next day morning...
Of all,its a greatz nite...!!!!wosh.....

Friday---->
Day of emo-strike....
Reason: i dun have any plan for tonight....
I admit nowadays i keep on going out cz i dun1 to stay in my room for ntg...
but this causes my money gone faster and faster.....
What worse of tonight is that....tonight is prom night...
which mean everyone xcept me in SS15 will attend it....
it left me alone....
Dont blame me for emo on this nite....
U have no1 to accompany u for dine,no1 for chatting....
So,i zZz around 10pm before anyone coming back from prom night...

Saturday--->
The day which ShiWen,ZLing,SookHwa n MeiYing moved out from their hostel....
thought im going to have chance to send them back...
but when I was awaken by a call from ShiWen,she said she already on the way back...
fiuh....it's jz around 11am....cabut so fast for what!!!
Fine,after finishing my japanese class which I already skipped twice in a roll,was planning to go to find Geoffrey and Daniel...
but due to some reasons,i was still stucking in SS15....
luckily,Brendon n JY said wanna to go for walk in Sunway n movie with PouYang n XiaoTing....
so,that make my Saturday night...
Was watching The Happening...
damn cool....but i doubt the Lembaga Perfileman Malaysia ranks it wrongly as a 'Umum' movie....**peace**

Sunday---->
I cant believe Im still in SS15....
today is really the last day that everyone who i knew in SS15 going to leave this area...
was having B+lunch with JY,XiaoTing n PouYang...
then go around SS15 for a walk before rushing back to hostel's toilet...
then,found out Brendon had already move out....
WAT!!!! again without telling me prior to leaving again....
then....the afternoon was really shit....
i got ntg to do besides staring on the laptop....
after went out having dine wif Kiattilin who i found out still in SS15..


That's all for this post....going out yamcha wif Jason,Chan n Kiattilin....
ciaozzz....

Really thx to Daniel,David n Geoffrey for these weeks.... arigatou,minasan

Am listening to:The Remedy- Jason Mraz